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This the moral of my sixteenth chapter. I faced a lot of trials this year, and throughout it all, I finally know who my true friends are. I know who to focus my time to. I know who truly cares.

I drifted away from a lot of friends this year. I was the forgotten friend. I stuck around incase one of them ever needed me, but that didn't happen. So now, I'm leaving. I will no longer let my mind and heart quarrel over what to do.

In these last hours, I will leave behind everything that made me sad. I will focus on everything that made me happy. The memories will linger, but they will be locked away.

Onwards to a happy future.

"I lived through it all" -OneRepublic

Last Chapter, New Chapter

Coming this Friday, I'll be starting the seventeenth chapter of my life, which will be the last chapter of my childhood book. I chose to share my last year with a child like experience.

Of course, it won't be completely child like. I'm almost an adult. I can do a lot of the same things an adult can do. I guess I just want to live this coming year with as little worry as possible.

Who knows what the this chapter holds for me, or the next few. I'm looking forward no matter what. I thought I just wanted the sixteenth chapter to end. I had a lot of stress and confusion that lead me to my breaking point. But now that point is behind and I'm once again focused and calm.

I'm glad I reached my breaking point. I've learned not to worry and not let bad karma consume me from the inside. I feel refreshed. I think life is going to be good to me this year.

"Piece by Piece, you collected me. I'm off the ground, but you abandoned things." -Kelly Clarkson

~Rita~